First Week Back

This week was successful in a school sense. Also it went a lot faster than I had expected it to. I got 7 check-offs this week! Two on Tuesday and Thursday and three on Wednesday. I am very happy to be off to such a positive and fast start. Its a good sign for the next couple weeks to come. I hope every day goes as fast as they did this week. I was worried that the days would drag on due to the extra couple of hours I had to be there, but luckily that was not the case. I am not sure if the fact I was down in the ER all week a factor, but it might have helped because it does stay busy down there and you get a variety of procedures in a day. I hate routines because all you do all day is stretcher chests which drives me crazy. It gets old after the first two and thats the only thing you really do all day long.
Chase was gone for a few says last week Sunday-Tuesday so on Wednesday we went to Buca di Beppo for dinner and to see "The Hangover 2". It was a nice evening. The food was very good, we had never eaten there together and I'd only been there once before. We talked about how his cousin is selling his 69 Camaro and he was trying to talk me into him buying it, but among other things he doesnt even know how much his cousin really wants for it. Plus I do not see how getting a car helps us do any of the other things we are trying to accomplish right now. He wasnt extremely happy about it, but I told him to at least find out what he really wants for the car before he already has it in his head he can get it. The movie was very funny. It wasnt drop dead hilarious as the first but it wasnt a flop. The movie just wasnt AS funny as the first one, but then again it would be hard to top that, and its definitely worth seeing it.
I am having a problem this week. I have been waking up at 4am and feeling anxious. The feeling I think is what is waking me up and once I am awake I cannot go back to sleep. I just lay there for two hours until its time to get up for clinic. It goes away once I am busy at the hospital but it comes back on the ride home. Yesterday it was extremely bad. I could not even bring myself to go to work. The thought made me want to burst into tears for no reason. I am trying to get into the doctor next week to do something about it. Really I just want to be able to sleep through the night.