Anxiety

So, this past week I started having some serious anxiety problems. I went to the doctor and they gave me some meds and after taking it a couple of times, it had the opposite effect and completely intensified my problem. I ended up having to leave clinic in the middle of the morning because I was starting to have a panic attack for no reason at all. I was very frustrated and embarrassed. My teacher said that I do not have to make up the day, his sister had an anxiety problem for a while and he gets it, which is relieving. I stopped taking the meds and they gave me a different class, its a mood stabilizer but I am scared to take that now. I am hoping that I can shake this on my own. I dont like being drugged and feeling like I am on drugs its horrible. But this uncontrolled anxiety feeling is really not much better. I had an incident at work and I walked out and quit. JoJo said its ok and I am glad. Its a huge relief. I think that it may make a big difference in my stress level. I went and talked to Cheri Beri today for like 5 hours about my life in general and all the things bothering me as well as just some regular everyday things. It was good and I think it will help me to get it all out in the long run. I am working on towards getting better one day at a time. Chase has been very understanding and loving through my extra craziness. I dont know what Id do without him.