Laziness

I suppose it is not all just laziness, but a lack of things to say. I have things to say, but sometimes I just cannot bring myself to put them down. I am doing very well in my summer english class. Seems like I might be doing the best of everyone from what my teacher says, and my grades prove. It makes me feel good in some ways, it proves I can write at least halfway decent, but that means I should write more. I have been thinking about writing down all the things I did and lived through from when I was 15 to more recently, and a few stories from my childhood. But I cannot do it because I cannot remember things in the right order long enough to articulate it with some decent diction. I have a crappy memory, its not that I do not remember the events I just get so caught up one little part and I forget the next. Or its that I am remember the event so rapidly but I cannot write as quick as I think and the wonderful wording in my head is lost before I can get it on the paper. These things are frustrating me and my ideas of writing. Back to laziness, I think I might take a nap....